I've been looking back on High School Musical as a horror story,
Wren,
"The Peter Video,"
Juliana and her shoe.
But I was looking a some photos today,
That someone I used to be close friends with put up,
and I realized that High School Musical was probably the best part.
I kept me from falling apart completely,
I could see my best friends every week.
Lots of things were really great about that show,
but the strongest feeling I had for it was wishing it was over.
I always think,
"I wish things would go back to the way it was in October and November."
But that's not it.
It was High School Musical that started all of these great things from happening.
Saturday, Marco asked me what my big thing with Disney's HSM1,2,+3 was.
I didn't have an answer.
I found it.
High School Musical was the best part of my life before it fell apart.
But the most awful thing is that while it was the best part of my life,
I did some of the worst things.
I ditched tons of friends,
friends that had cared.
I hurt tons of people that there was no reason to hurt.
The worst thing is that if it wasn't for the friends I had ditched during High School Musical,
I never would have done it.
I wouldn't have my best friends,
and worse.
I went to Sam and Tori's show last night.
I went home and I felt so awful.
All because of the look I saw on someones face.
