i feel ugly today.
i'm looking through all of my pictures and i want to delete them all.
my hair looks cute.
but i feel ugly.
i'm really tired.
the more i sleep the more tired i am.
im grounded, but i can't be,
i have plans.
i'm seeing mattie and noah for the first time in a long time tomorrow,
and on friday jess and alana are sleeping over after a movie with marco.
i hate this.
now im scared and frusterated.
i'm really flustered.
really unsure.
nothings happening the way its suposed to and i still have things to do, a life to live, and friendships to figure out.
i keep thinking,
i have too much time to think now.
i can't think.
thinking makes everything harder.
