BiTCH! BANG! BOOM!

and then all i could do was watch.
everything can change in a couple of minutes.
and all you can do is sit back and watch as everything flies.
first as my future changed permenantly with the removal of what was once a vital key to my survival.
second i watched it being altered again, this time more swiftly with more resistance,
but to no avail.
sometimes things just all fall down,
walls,
relationships,
stability.