Some things that make me happy are strange and unexpected.Is this good or is this bad?
Sure,
Things will change.
Hopefully for the better this year.
I want this to be the year.
I want good things to happen this year.
That would make it a nice year.
I'll try not to look back and reflect more than once.
2008 was both the worst and the best year of my life so far.
I did some horribl things to myself.
I got confused alot.
I made a couple of best friends that will last me a life time.
I'm sure of it.
I made some friends I set out to make,
and one or two that I didn't.
I'm lucky for all of them.
They helped me get out of some horrible destructive shit.
And I love them for it.
I discovered that you can't loose a relationship with someone if you've never had it,
and that sometimes you have to do whatever it takes to get rid of the negitive people in your life.
This year I'm not going to sit in a corner, I'm going to be positive.
Last year was horrible. I was a mess. That's going to be my regret.
One thing that did happen though, the thing that made this year also the best year,
Was my friends. They're great.
I'm not just going to wish for a happy new year this year. I'm going to make it a happy new year.
