I really do have the best friends in the world.

Sam was right.

I am loved.

BizNitch1832 (5:03:05 PM): i dont really care what you have to say

BizNitch1832 (5:03:10 PM): and chessy doesnt like you

BizNitch1832 (5:03:13 PM): so back off

BizNitch1832 (5:03:19 PM): cus chessy is my bestfriend

BizNitch1832 (5:03:24 PM): and alana is a bitch to her

xx0xcarolineex3 (5:03:29 PM): idfc about chessy

xx0xcarolineex3 (5:03:30 PM): shes ugly

xx0xcarolineex3 (5:03:32 PM): and fucking emo

xx0xcarolineex3 (5:03:37 PM): so juswt stfu

BizNitch1832 (5:03:56 PM): uhm actually chessy is very pretty and not eme...alana is a loser

xx0xcarolineex3 (5:03:57 PM): shes nice

BizNitch1832 (5:03:59 PM): byeeee

xx0xcarolineex3 (5:04:05 PM): toodlesss .

xx0xcarolineex3 (5:04:12 PM): ps. go fuck yoursel .

xx0xcarolineex3 (5:04:16 PM): yourself*

BizNitch1832 (5:04:20 PM): kk

I have the most amazing best friends ever.

the mall! new sweatshirts! twilight! home alone?

lovely.

Thank You

Thanks Because I have the best friends in the world.

Thanks Because they love me so much.

Thanks Because they're so sweet.

Thanks Because they love movies.

Thanks Because they care about me even when I act like a jerk or do stupid things.

Thanks Because they give me hope.

Thanks Because I'm still here and it's thanks to them.

I love you guys♥

Twilight Again To Kick Off The Long Weekend

Yay!

Twilight again with Marco,

Super flyyyyy,

Gonna see it at 6:30,

Ugh, mother's a bitch and hates my best friends.

If she doesn't like them then she doesn't like me.

haha.

as if that wasn't evident.

Remember the good days?

I miss them♥

IT'S OVER!

It's all finally over,

"These are tears of sadness, not joy"

Lol, I feel his joy.

So happy! Euphoria.

A bittersweet ending:

Wren said me and Marco are on probation and grilled me all by herself bc Marco's mother made him leave, the whole time my mother was like smiling (YES! She's in trouble!" Ugh, she's such a bitchhhhhh)

it sucks

My life sucks and I'm sitting here crying over something that I already know.

My parents are emotionally tramatizing me,

They think I'm having sex with one of my best friends,

They don't even realize how much they've been ruining my life,

or how much I've lost,

Or how much I cry,

or how hard it is for me to wake up in the morning and get up.

or how fucking hard it is to find the number of child services

because I haven't found it yet.

thanks alot google.

They don't realize how hard it is to say goodbye to my friends,

or how much I love them, so much.

it's all so frusterating and dooming altogether.

i hate school,

i hate them,

i hate it.

maybe that girl on the bus was right, maybe I am just a sadistic little emo girl, destined to always live in pain, never getting what she needs, her smiles surprising everyone, her happiness even more surprising.