TWILIGHT

WAS SO FUCKING AMAZING.

Lost Something

This Picture Is Filled With Love

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I spent most of the night from 5pm on,

Crying.

I was at ACT too,

and I'm really sorry for everyone worrying and such.

Because I'm just surprised that they cared.

I'm even more surprised about who seemed not to care at all.

It hurt.

Very much.

There are certain people that I always think I can count on,

He was one of them.

Now I don't know,

and I believe he is still mad at me.

And I feel,

terrible.

It was really rude of me to go and cry in the middle of the last rehersal.

Kennedy lost someone very important to her today.

I wish her only the best.

It's horrible loosing someone.

I don't know what else I lost.

No matter what Tori says,

I still think he has a reason to be mad at me.

That's the problem,

I can't be mad at him,

only at me.

My mother doesn't understand,

Wren is a bitch,

I've always counted on her too,

I always respected her a bit I guess,

and I appreciated her,

and she was always nice to me,

until I failed her too.

That's the problem with her forcing me to do that show,

I can't succeed without determination.

And the only determination I have for that show is leaving it.

She guilted me into doing it,

and now she says she has no reason to.

My eyes are dry now.

They hurt.

Gabby made me the most fabulous waterbottle out of a Cocacola bottle today,

She's amazing.

☀☀☀

Annie is so nice,

she's one of the kindest people I've ever met in my life.

Shelby continued to make me laugh through tears,

she has real talent.

Tatyana is always so supportive.

Tori is always so sweet.

Marco is always so honest.

Sam is always really helpful [in a Dr. Phil sort of way]

I ♥ them all so much.

they're the best friends anyone could ever ask for.

Give Kennedy a hug. She needs love right now.

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