i hate it all im just done with all this crap, they're all going but fucking me bc my mother hates my friends and will look for any excuse for me not to see them i cannot handle this. i love them. i miss them. i can't do it alone and shes not a help. and i wouldnt mind if one of them was a help but they hate them too much and they dont understand that i need them right now and that they're killing me taking them away from me. i hate my life. it should go and die in a hole.



