me going all "dr.phessy" on Steph:
coffees4closers: right now
coffees4closers: its almost like
coffees4closers: sides
coffees4closers: like
coffees4closers: either you hate her or you love her
coffees4closers: me and diondras and abbeys side or caroline and alanas
coffees4closers: im not asking you to chose
coffees4closers: but
coffees4closers: you just have to know that
ms1rian0: i dont believe in taking sides.
c0ffees4cl0sers: we're not the best of friends
coffees4closers: i know
coffees4closers: me neither
coffees4closers: but
ms1rian0: i know ur not
coffees4closers: yeah
coffees4closers: errightty so i should go
ms1rian0: wait
ms1rian0: im in the middle of something chill
ms1rian0: poetic
ms1rian0: lol
ms1rian0: i think that everyone has to learn to forgive even if you cant forget. even if you don't like her that doesn't mean she doesn't deserve a second chance. there is no such thing as sides until someone creates them. by saying there are sides you are making them. ily but thats a mistake that could loose friends for anyone, wheather its you, alana, abbey, or caroline. abbey's already lost a friend bc of her unwillingness to forget and accept. alana forgave me for being a depressing emo bitch. i forgave caroline for being mean to marco. hopefully you forgave me for not worrying about you as much as i should. but you can't hold grudges. it makes you loose the people you love. you never notice who you love the most until they're almost out of your life. you can change the fact that you're close to loosing someone. but you dont have to be that close. dont let yourself loose friends just because of old events. youre not going to loose me or diondra i know, but you might loose other people that mean alot to you. even if you're not sorry apoligize. even if your not ready, forgive. even if you don't care, make yourself care. friends are not worth loosing. sometimes you can't get them back. don't wait for them. take the first step, your friends are your responsibility, so you have to bring yourself to do something about loosing them, because one day you might not be able to live without them.
ms1rian0: its always your choice on wheather or not you loose a friend.
ms1rian0: mkay
ms1rian0: im done being all analytical now
so listen,
my life may be an open book,
but I don't know about Steph,
so give her a break and don't bother anyone but me about this ok?
Or don't bother anyone at all.
I'm not mad at anyone.
Just so everyone knows.
I didn't edit.
